There's time where I want to tell you some good news I received from my supervisor, but time was not on our side. Everyday you will end late work and somehow the communication between us is really limited. When you are at work, you rarely reply sms and when you're at home, either one of us will sleep first which likely to be me. The only time we had was the time where I fetch you from work, but that was also limited.
Today I was being praised by my supervisor that I always came early and help stuff out so that operation can run smoothly until I was banned from helping out already. Haha. My leader don't want me to carry all those stuff already. Well, come early wrong, come late also wrong. But I will continue to come early cos I got that habit.
I really wish to sit down with you and just talk. But the time factor was not there. Both of us are working. You work in a company where people keep throwing their work at you. And I work in an organisation where some other day I need to keep my handphone out from my sight.
Ever since we are friends, my love for you remain unchanged. As much I want to treat you as a friend, I always treat you more than that. My bad. I want to be with you no matter if we are just friends. I want to be a bestest friend to you. A friend who you are not afraid to release all your thoughts to. A friend who you can rely on even if he's not there.
I know you're workacholic. But I don't see the need for it that sometimes you skip lunch at times. No matter how busy a person is, he still need to eat. Sometimes, that's what make me don't like it.
rafie
did not find any light at the end of the road @
6:39:00 PM
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